Hands Down, Unanimous, KO.

Monday, April 14, 2008

I love that girl. She's a sweetheart, and she's the best. She's pretty--NO, scratch that, drop dead GORGEOUS--and she's nice, and all that. And though it took me long time to admit it to myself, and to breathe before typing it down, you really deserve each other.

I don't know why it bothers me so much anyway. I thought I was over you. Heck, I even told her. And it wasn't like she needed telling, cause she already found it obvious. I almost sunk through the floor to that one. And I'm wondering, do you have any idea? And I'm thinking, is that why you treat me that way? Or maybe there is no "the way you treat me". Maybe, like everything else, I'm just imagining that up.

But they said you were looking for her this morning. (pause typing, recover from heartburn) And I wonder, or more like wish, if you ever looked for me that way.

All I know is that it hurts to look into your eyes, it hurts to be near you, and it definitely hurts knowing I don't have a chance.

But I know that if it's not you, it's definitely going to be somebody else. I may not want to believe it should be anybody but you right now, but a day will come I'll find myself hoping on another person, and still think that maybe there's still someone else. I'll be fine, I swear. Right now, I'm smiling, and I'm not even lying, because I really am happy if the two of you, if not end up together, at least know that you deserve each other, because everyone deserves everybody else. There is no person on earth not worth another. Everyone has a right to belong and become special to someone.

;)

Kheeit.
Hiii. Thanks for coming.
I'm Kit. I'm the girl kind of Kit.
I love blue and noodles and stars and barefootedness.
I'm a Bible Baptist. I wear skirts ALL the time and have lots of heels and love J-e-s-u-s.
I'm SEVENTEEN. I can't believe I'm so old.
I'm a Biology major and it is ridiculously awesome.

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