Friday, May 09, 2008

It's been two months since school ended. It's been a little less, since I realized what I had done. It's been some weeks since I've come to face what I knew I should do.

I thought I wasted my 3rd year. I've had talents I didn't use, oppurtunities I threw away, even blessings I turned from. I wanted to do it all over again, despite the inevitable that I couldn't. I knew what I should have done. And then I suddenly knew what I could still do. And with knowing that, I realized that I didn't waste my 3rd year education. It was, in fact, an education, if not for my mind then for my heart and soul, to learn to be humble, to believe in God's grace to wash away sins, and to keep faith and hand over my future to Him.

I had made a resolution to do better this coming year. But every time I think of the past resolutions I've promised to myself, I keep seeing myself stumbling and failing. It didn't seem like it would be any different now. But now I believe--if I knew before, then now I believe--that it is not myself who can uplift whatever past failures I've had. It is God. It is not in the promises I make for myself, but in His promises that I should hold on to. It is not for me, my vain pleasures and pride, that I should live for, but absolutely and completely for Him.


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