Senioritis and Blogaholic Tales. :p

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

No, palusot. Wala talaga akong noble purpose for this blogpost. Sense of release lang.

Blogaholic:
I glanced at the computer's clock. 9:32PM. I wondered whether I should eat my words and stay up anyway, or get a good night's sleep, something I haven't gotten for too long.

But we now all see na wala talaga akong awa sa antok at pagod kong katawan. Ipagpapalit ko ang bawi sa tulog para magblog.

I really love hearing from everyone. I think my thoughts like it better when they're not alone.

I spend far too much time on this site. *BOW*

Senioritis:

Today: first day EVER this school year that I woke up and didn't want to go to school. Personal achievement: it usually took me just a week to want to just sleep in and miss whatever at school. I even felt like throwing up, so I didn't take breakfast.

I whined all throughout Math, but I stuck through. Was the first to do the book report: no one listened, anyway.

And here it is again, that feeling that I totally wanna go to college, but absolutely don't wanna leave high school. Hindi ko maimagine kung paano na lang ako iiyak sa graduation--complete pa siguro with sinok-sinok and everything.

And I really wouldn't want to leave Davao. When I think about it, the thought resounds over and over and gives me terrible heart pangs. Pero iba talaga ang quality of education sa Manila. Pero God's will talaga.

Kung hindi ako makapasa sa UP, hindi ko alam kung saan ako. Wala akong ibang school na maisip mag-apply, except Wesleyan which is like WHOA. Asa.

Hindi ko malaman kung aling course talaga: Med, Journalism, and something else I will not admit...many people are saying Journ, pero alam kong pwede naman akong magsulat kahit hindi makakuha ng degree, at masyado akong maraming gustong gawin sa buhay para masyadong magfocus dun. And the Med and the something else tugs very hard, pero hindi ko rin maintindihan bakit.

I wonder why I stick with people who just don't care. I am a magnet for apathetic people. Opposites attract talaga. I also hate selfish, vain people. I cannot stand them. Grabe na ako mag-psychoanalyze ng mga tao ngayon.

I don't understand why the staffers are so hopelessly disoriented. Nababaliw na ko sa kanila.

OFFTOPIC: Ang sama talaga nung pagpapa-color change ni Michael Jackson. Aside from the fact na pangit, super pangit, ng outcome, napaka-immoral. Pati yung pagpapaprepare niya ng pangfreeze sa katawan niya pagkamatay niya para marevive siya ng mga alien pagkatapos ng second ice age. Ayun, napadaan si Papa sa myx, nakita ko lang.

And I twisted my ankle and it hurts like crazy. Iika-ika ako, at nababagot ako na amg bagal ko bumaba ng stairs.. (Iika-ika is semi-deep Tagalog for limping.)

At saan naman ako makakahanap ng partner bukas na papayag magdalawang sayaw, kung last resort niya na ko??? HA???!!!???

*BOW*