It's October.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

State: Near tears.

I started this school year with huge hopes and big goals. I mapped it all out in my head, even thinking I can give great big allowances in time.

Oh, but come on. It's October. Wala pa ring Hillstar.

I am just so frustrated. I've spent sleepless nights on this. And I am tired, and I am frustrated. I feel like I'm in this alone. Maybe it's still my fault, you know, cause I'm not a great leader and not someone everyone would follow and everything. But I don't see anyone's heart in this. I have sick, lazy workers and an adviser that doesn't care one freaking bit. Oh, was that too much? I don't care. Pagod na ko. Ilang buwan na akong nagtratrabaho dito. I see everyone despising me for not being able to release a single issue, and yet these people don't even act when they're supposed to. Wala sa meeting. Late magsubmit. Hindi inaasikaso yung trabaho nila. Pag kinakausap mo, might as well nasa ibang lugar na lang sila. I feel like I'm expected to do everything. Honestly, kung pwede lang, kahit hindi na lagyan ng pangalan lahat ng aticle, ako na alng gagawa lahat. Ayoko nang umasa sa kanila dahil wala naman silang pakialam. I am just so freaking tired of tolerating people.

Oh, help.

Kheeit.
Hiii. Thanks for coming.
I'm Kit. I'm the girl kind of Kit.
I love blue and noodles and stars and barefootedness.
I'm a Bible Baptist. I wear skirts ALL the time and have lots of heels and love J-e-s-u-s.
I'm SEVENTEEN. I can't believe I'm so old.
I'm a Biology major and it is ridiculously awesome.

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